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apparently, i realised the difference between stress and overly-stress.
it totally reflects on my results.

however, upon hearing my ob and bcs results, it was kinda depressing.
probably, expectation was set too high for me.
or was it just my inability to achieve the results?
the inability to push myself further.

probably, i just need to tell myself, not to set high expectation.
but can i?
that's a question.
a question that i will not know, will not realise.

from such a gpa, to jump up to such gpa, CAN I REALLY ACHIEVE IT?!
i'm starting to doubt myself.

however, maybe, just let me improve?
at least, i will not break down.

actually i kind of need that amt of gpa, DESPRATELY.
but how come i am losing the confidence i used to have?
losing the believing that i could acheive.
losing the ability to make myself work better.

maybe in another words, i'm losing myself.
i'm losing my sanity.

result?
acheivements?
stress?
doubting?
confidence?
GO AND DIE!

ps. she's a real BITCH!
contridicting bitch!
some one who doesn't get it's fact right!
better not let me see her! ARGH!
ASSHOLE!

(pardon me for being to vulgar! :/)

updates with loads of photos soon! (: LOVES!

Labels: result. acheivements. a question.

cindyyy

ctss
tp. htm. bsc.

try bribing her with
ice cream! (:

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